by Duncan McLeod | Sep 29, 2022 | Faith, Life Skills, Musings, Sobriety
Bubbles of feelings float to the surface of consciousness. Ahh! How lovely … MMM? Before Day 1, my emotions were pretty much hidden from my view. Pre beer-o’clock, my feelings were there, but they played 2nd fiddle to, and were covered by, a whole host of...
by Duncan McLeod | Sep 23, 2022 | Faith, Life Skills, Musings, Sobriety
There is a voice in my head which can’t be trusted. In fact, it needs to be 100% ignored, and over time completely silenced. It is a lying, sabotaging, foolish bastard of a voice. I f***ing hate it! It is a voice that has always advocated for and encouraged my...
by Duncan McLeod | Sep 23, 2022 | Life Skills, Musings, Sobriety
I am amazed and slightly disconcerted to find myself in a new world, surrounded by the familiar and yet not. Being sober for 7 days is reminiscent of a scene from the film ‘Matrix’, where Neo awakes into a new reality and asks why his legs are stiff. The reply comes:...
by Duncan McLeod | Sep 21, 2022 | Life Skills, Musings, Sobriety
The headache is still with me, but bearable. I’m coping. Thankfully! 🙂 I LOVE this sober space which I’m occupying. Everything about it, including my body’s discomfort, feels right. Not necessarily easy though. I remain committed and focused. I am loving it. I feel...